A new purpose

This last month has been a rollercoaster, a tsunami, a surprise party of WTF. I both want to keep up on current events and also want to hide away. Work still feels non-stop, but now that mom has retired it's easier to find time to see her when I can. She opined last time I was with her that she would probably never get to see London because now she is on a fixed income. Which made me determined to GET HER TO LONDON. Before she loses her mobility, I need to get her there. It's the one dream that she has that I might be able to fulfill and I know if I work hard enough I can make it happen. Whatever I can sell and wherever I can save. I gotta get this bitch overseas. Every 12 day stretch of days means more for mom's dream, and I think with that in my mind I will be able to slog through a little easier. My favorite moments in life involve seeing people I love be happy - like seeing my ex full of joy in NYC, the best gifts I ever got my mom, and seeing mom at her wedding.

I won't be able to get her a castle house, but at least I can get her to London.

If I fail at this it will be so disappointing. I am so sick of being disappointing. Also maybe it will help me follow through with Dr. Appts and get a bit healthier before we go. I just got diagnosed with sleep apnea which I think I have had since around Covid. So maybe once I get hooked up to the Borg-pap I won't be falling asleep every time I sit down and my quality of life will improve.

I am also committed to trying to get to 100 color cube doodles by Jan 1st. I am at 72 now and I have really enjoyed the last few. I think the upgrade to the 13" was a good call. All that said, I am at work, and it's getting busy so I am hopping off to be responsible.